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bad day.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @ 10:14 AM

had a bad day ytd. a seriously bad day. so bad dat i juz... nvm.

i wan to b independent. solitary.

does pple get paid to xpress deir angers or unhappiness or wat? it makes mi feel so stupid nt to sae out anitin...

it feels lk. it better for dem to b w/o mi. summore i wasnt wat i thot i was. so wen i turn back. i c nobody. juz plain blank. is dat wat i wan in my life? i seriously duno.

i tried. i seriously do. dere r tings i can do n dere r tings i cant do. my attitude problem is nt goin to change. it is gettin worse i noe. bt. i dun wan to suffer da same bloody hell pain ever again. to lose faith in frenz. wait. i haven get back da faith i lost. i lost due to my stupidness. due to my possessive nature. i dun wan anibody to sae such bad tings abt mi animore. i dun wan to. i learnt it a hard way. i m nt goin to commit da same bloody mistake again. it cost mi my life. my happiness. gif mi one more time. i seriously will enter depression.

y cant i sell my painful memories?

i dun wan my heart to ache animore.

r u playin tricks on mi? i seriously duno. i seriously dun wan to noe. i seriously * * * * * * * * *. i noe i can if i wan. bt nope. u aint strong enough to make mi feel dat i wont suffer. nt u. yet.

r dere anione i can hold on to wen i feel lk collapsing? wen i feel lk dyin? wen i feel lk dere's no pt of mi stayiin in diz world? will u let mi hold on?

if i m gone oneday. i wasnt plan to. juz impulsive. i haven enjoy my life. nt yet. nt goin now.

it juz hurt to c pple goin separate ways. cant we juz go 2gether? cant we juz stay as a grp?? y cant we juz b 2gether? m i askin too much?

disppear. nobody will notice. i guess.




aniwae.. let's tok abt sth happy.. da fireworks r nice!!! da gold glitters.. da bling bling red/pink.. da i dunno how to describe. da wonderful stuffs. i rahter b a firework. pple look @ u.. sae u beautiful. bt den. sad life arhx? life span so so so short. bt den. it worth.

lalal. i wan da fotos!!! send mi send mi send mi~

da trip hm was disastrous. i din went w tpy pple coz i tink dey wan to take cab hm. so if i stay dey nid to take mrt w mi. so i went off first w kel dey all. took 162. kana caught b/w 2 couples. -.- how nice arhx. den some idiot point middle finger @ mi. wtf lahx. i wanted to kick him bt den i may b too tired dat i c wrongly. funny to kick sb accidentally rite? so i alighted w hui ying coz da bus is damn crowded. den took 165 hm. so fast. so empty. so cooling. my love. lolx.. thx to 165. =) reached hm. damn tired. slpt. =P din even bother to do anitin. juz zzz.

goin to pay respects to my ahma ltr. ah ma~

oh yarhx. so sry to those hu din enjoy da fish n chips. i guess we wont b eatin dere again. nvm. i can try da spaghetti. =P hope da waiter is dere. lolx.

venezia ice cream alwaes make mi feels so happy. heaven.



hello

happy.
no matter how hard life can b.
it's still ur life.
so let ur life story b nice n interesting.
end it w happily ever after.
diz is my story.

sushi

ling
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love music bt tone deaf
enjoys exercising bt cannt coordinate

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2. a watch.
3. perfume.[my perfume is running out.]
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7. sony ericsson w850i white
8. goong vcds

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